Lose My Self

God tonight I have sinned against you for the last time.
No more God; I turn it all over to you.
No more lust, No more lies, No more pretending, No more faking, No more me!
Tonight, I give these to you;

Tonight, God, I beg forgiveness for myself.
God, you see me day and night.
I bless and love you in the morning;
I forsake and hurt you in the evening.

I am ever-changing;
You are the same now and forever.

Some say they can see you through me God, and I am glad for that,
But, I don't see you through me.
Tonight, I'm asking you to change that God.
I want to live so much like you that even I can see you shining through me.

Inside Your temple I have placed defiled things.
They are in my head and my heart.
They stain the Truth in me;
Stains only you can wash out.

Lord, too many times have I done the things I never wanted to;
Too many times have I sat around when I wanted to go out and speak Your Name.

If my life is a song, it is terribly out of tune.
I thank you endlessly for not shutting your ears Lord.
You continue to listen on in Love.
Tonight, I ask you to tune my voice again,
That I might sing a new song to you,
One that will be pleasing to you
My song will be only for you.

Thank you for your infinite Patience.
Thank You for Your infinite Love.
How beautiful you are, O Lord, how beautiful you are.

Tonight, I'm running back into your arms that held me when I was made,
That lifted me into clouds of Grace and seas of Love.
I am singing to you now Lord. Do you hear it? Does it please You, O Lord?
May every lyric I write come from your tongue, Lord, and be written in your Grand musical.

I Love you forever, because You Loved me before Ever began!